i’ve been crushing on this person forever

and now I'm letting him go

most of you, probably my friend too, already know that I'm not seeing anyone right now

but I've been crushing on someone for a very long time, it started back in high school, maybe

he has no name, but he has some kind of sign

an intellectual person, a smart one.

yes, I've been crushing on someone who smart and articulated and good at talking and all, academically perfect.

i think, to be with a person who can think deeply and have a lot of knowledge is fascinating, but i just realize it has nothing to do with the relationship, he can learn about things easily if he wanting to learn

all i ever care about was the brain, nothing else matters.

now I'm letting him go, the most important thing right now is how well he acknowledges himself dan how good he is at managing his emotional state.

why suddenly change, bestie?

sis if you know how tired i am to be with a person who has zero experience in handling emotion, you'll be pitying me.

for such a long time, I’ve been trapped into this “sapiosexual” kind of situation, which i adore knowledge a lot, that lot. i mean it’s okay if you have it, people can really have their own preference, and it's fine. but for me, all i ever need is someone who truly knows how to handle themselves under any circumstances.

because i kinda know how to handle me, at some point i might need a hand to help tho but i technically found the medicine for me within me.

so, i decided to not being someone else’s caretaker in a relationship, you need to know how to be okay on your own because i won't feed your ego and soul every time you need to feel whole.

P.S: go take a test on EQ for your crush, it might help.